I don’t know if this is trauma from past experiences but I just don’t like lending out my belongings, even to mom and sisters. Shoes, clothes, wigs, except bags. I rarely borrow from others either. I prefer to dash you and buy another one if I can afford it. But even after I dash they still come for others. I can easily lend money but not personal belongings. I know how to maintain my things for a very long time, but once I borrow it out, I never get it back the same. I feel like I have an unhealthy attachment to my personal belongings and it’s really frustrating me right now.