I just wanted someone to match my sincerity, life is already hard enough, spouses should make life easier for each other, but no. Why do some men like to look at naked women online because I know not all men do. You’re a preacher on top. You lied when I first caught you before marriage, that you wanted to order her dress for me, now in marriage, you’re telling me to my face to deal with it. Why not just be honest let me go my way, so you can do what you want in peace. I don’t feel emotionally secure at all.