“you’ll be fine”, “I know it’s hard but you can do it”, “make me proud”, “don’t worry God will sort it out for you”. I’ve heard all these this year and honestly I’m tired. It’s taking everything in me not to start self *arming again, I don’t like anything about my self, I hate how I can concentrate on a particular thing, I hate the mood swings I get, I hate that I don’t have any stable relationship or friendship, I hate that I’m in pain or discomfort. Why me