I don’t want to allow myself fall into depression but honestly I am very tired. I am a girl about to enter my mid twenties, finished school last year but don’t know what to do with my life. I started working under someone because I have a handwork but the distance is too much and I spend too much on transportation and feeding. Parents pressuring me to get married but I am not lucky with love neither am I good at communicating and gaining customers. Life is really not for everyone.