I think I have some mental disorders, it’s sad to admit but I do. I have an anxious attachment style and it’s ruined relationships for me, I feel so upset when my partner doesn’t pick up, I have serious trust issues, I need to be constantly reassured, and this keeps messing it up for me. Now I just messed up a potential relationship, it was going smoothly till I kept getting mad at him when he doesn’t pick. I’m very loyal, I just feel so scared to be hurt and it puts me on edge. I’m always overthinking and worrying about everything, even the little things.