So everybody I’ve dated always cheat on me. Ended one last two years and took the whole of last year to heal. November last year another man came into my life and today is meant to make it a 4 months relationship and it just ended. He cheated but that’s not why it ended, I really wanted to pretend it didn’t happen and continue with it all, I was tired of crying and he came today and said he wants to end it. And I’m not crying for him, I’m crying because I’ve never ever experienced a real love and I hate it for myself.