I have been missing Ex. I have cried so much recently over what could have been, and this relationship ended a while ago, I am too embarrassed to say how long, they say it’s the retrograde. Well, I hope it passes quickly. I miss him, but I rather pull my heart out and step on it before I reach out. It hurts badly, I can’t tell anyone, because it’s so embarrassing, and I never ever wanna go back there ever again, so I’m gonna seat with this pain until it passes away, just like it came.