I’ve been single for a very long time now, I barely attract my spec and when I do they’re always what I ordered what I got. Now I’m in love with someone that’s more like my spec but we’re of different religions (jokes on me). I can’t marry him and it will hurt me to waste his time but I’m scared of not finding another person for so long again. I can’t leave him oh 😭 but they must not hear at home. Life just hard anyhow 😂. I’ve seen my spec, religion is a thing. Fine man but he doesn’t have sense, have sense but he is short and I promise you, I’m not selecting but I can’t lower my standards