How did I get here. C’mon it’s 2025, i should be over this guy. Who send me go do situationship abeg. Do I need God to come down from heaven and tell me this guy doesn’t give a fhuck about me before I can finally get the message. Is 5 years not enough to teach my heart there’s no home here, I have all these other options but I keep looking for a semblance of this man in all of them. What is wrong with me for Godsake😭 if I could take a pill to erase every memory of him I would.