Decided to count & see what’s really bothering me in this life, what I found is that I wanna make steady money with ease, I wanna be handsome with perfect skin, I wanna be intellectually sound & stop behaving like a fool, I wanna be healthy always & immune to all sickness, I wanna have a social life regardless of my social anxiety. I’ve actually been trying to achieve all these but it’s like if I take 1 step forward, I take 3 backwards, it’s frustrating