My 7 year relationship is ending and I am unable to bear it, I’ve been quiet, I’ve not had the strength to cry and I don’t have anybody to tell how much hurt my heart is feeling. My best friend has desecrated our relationship. Why would anybody choose to throw away something so beautiful, my heart hurts, my head hurts, I wish I could die
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I have been dating my fiancee for almost 15 years she’s very good and I am bad guy who likes girls but anytime I feel sorry for cheating on her stop all bad behavior things go bad for me. Now I have been loyal to her and I have lost jobs both abroad and GH, we both came back from abroad and stacked here now we have new baby with no financial backing life. I don’t know whether it’s me,her, our family curse or God will 😭I don’t know what to do