I was sad 2 years before I met him. Found it hard to find love he loved me and my body understood him, now I had a new birthday I tried to write down things that hold me back, forgive and move on. I responded to an ex text of him apologizing for what he did to me, I said I’m cool no grudges so king saw it on my phone, it broke the camel’s back. I have tried explaining myself to him, I didn’t intend to hurt him rather cleanse my mind of the pain I felt because I finally found peace with king. I lost him, it feels like my whole world is lost i wish I didn’t take this self reconciliation mission. I want my king back