I’m a graduate but no job and I have no skill yet or money, I don’t even know what to do with my life and I stay with my parent. I’m not close to my parents relationship wise, mom died recently too. I overheard my dad telling my step mom that I’m not normal, all because I choose to stay away from their path and he was present in church when they told congregation to pray against untimely death for me. I’m just tired. I wish I could leave here. I feel so alone for real. I don’t even know where to start from.