I stopped loving my man, did I ever love him. Maybe. He has done so many hurtful things that even tho it seems we get back stronger, the scars are still there and I am resentful or I just feel I’ve out grown this experience. Now it seems like I am using him to practice loving and how to manage a relationship for my next man. Don’t feel bad for him that I am still here, he wont let me go. I’ve tried multiple times. But then loving him feels so easy like I was meant to do it