I had a boyfriend, shortly I met a girl I fell in love with in school, I was her first and we were basically in a relationship (broke up, made up, we just couldn’t let each other go.) Got married to my boyfriend, had a baby. Had to cut ties with the girl after graduating. It was hard! Now two years married, tried so hard not to have any form of contact with her. I really do not have any intention of having anything sexual with her, I just want to be friends at least, but I can’t have my husband finding out I even still talk to her, he wouldn’t believe we’re just being friends. Last week I texted her, boy it all came rushing back she just knows the right things to say, makes me feel seen, compliments me so much, says the sweetest things to me, even as friends! All of which my husband hardly does, he’s a man of few words. Feeling all that again from her even on a platonic level makes me wonder, I’m just confused. I just want to talk to her sometimes.