I have this guy who’s been supporting me financially for 4years now, he’s not in Nigeria, has never asked me for any inappropriate picture or video call, we only communicate on audio online and offline, I don’t call he calls me. He seems perfect but I’m just scared that I really don’t know if I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I know he’d want to get married to me, this stuff scares me each time I remember or think about it. He’ll be in Nigeria this year and my mind cuts. Just thinking he’d have me or ask for sex disgust me. He’s a good man but damn! My mind is not settled, and I can’t imagine saying no to him because he’s done alot for me.