Many years ago, when I was still very little, I had a thing with a younger boy I was older than with 4 years or so. We played those mummy and Daddy thing. I saw a post about a boy that spoke about it and now that I’m older I feel very ashamed of myself and I’ve tried to forgive myself but i can’t. I recently remembered i told my partner this one thing I was vulnerable and I noticed the chat is still there. I’m just scared it might be used against me.