My relationship of 5years just ended 2weeks ago, we stayed to this time thinking we can beat the odds (foolish me ). He’s in another 2years relationship even before we end the relationship, I blocked him everywhere on social media, blocked him from calling but I can’t stop thinking about him everyday, I tried all my possible best not to think about him but is not working, i drink or use sleeping pills most times. I don’t have friends, business is not moving. I just feel like I should just sleep one day without waking up again to ease my pain.