I grew up overweight as a kid, now in my early 20s I got so fed up with the excess fat, the insults, teachers using me as eg in class, I feel it hindered me in life even getting a boyfriend. Now I’ve lost 30kg I stil don’t feel happy with myself. I weigh 75kg yet I hate my body, I’m still a virgin cause I can’t even let anyone see me. I’m so scared of eating too, I starve for days