Been reading & watching materials on how to pick up girls. Anytime I want to practice it in my real life, I’ll end up talking myself out that the girl will fool or ignore me – which will be embarrassing for me if I ever walk into her another time in a different place. But yesterday was my last day in the city where I live as I’ll be relocating, I decided to go out this 1 time because if any girl rejects me, I won’t see her again for the rest of my life. Went to McDonald’s to hunt, saw beautiful black girls (my spec) but the same fear kept coming up. Ended up not taking any action even though the rejection would’ve not meant anything.