I’ve never felt lonely as I feel right now, it’s Xmas night and I’ve no single soul sending their wishes. I texted my babe this morning, she replied shabbily, I called her this night, the entire conversation just feels forced. I can’t even see her because I cant afford a nice place for us to have a joyous celebration yet. Everyone is balling online, I just want my own space where I can relax, watch movies and have someone that makes me happy cook for me.