Crazy how my body count moved from 3 to 8 in a month. I spoke with my therapist and she said that reckless sexual activities is also a form of self harm. I really thought I was over self harming, turns out my body found ways to do it on its own. Now I’ve been placed back on my anti depressants, the thought of being back on those pills feels like I took 10 steps backward, I feel worse than before, can’t believe I’m going into the new year still stuck on these issues.