I betrayed someone years ago when I was younger. That person was hurt after finding out what I did, when I was confronted I had no words, i begged and expressed how sorry I was but to no avail. 2 years later I calmly reached out again and asked for forgiveness properly, I was told I have been forgiven but would have to cut all ties. I accepted and stayed away, I wished I never did it. Now I can’t help but think I was cursed, my life has been unstable, nothing is working for me. The weird part of it is that, when I go into any sort of SHIP with someone, anyone they start progressing rapidly. I know this because they tell me how their lives changed for the better when they met me but things gets worse for me. Why is my case different. I have prayed and fasted. I’m sad all the time. 😭