I’m slowly drowning mentally and financially. Dont know how people discover what works for them and brings them steady flow of cash. Bills keep piling up and I have literally nothing. After being drained mentally and financially by a relationship of 3 years, with absolutely no savings or investment to show after working all those years. I don’t know what to do or where to start from. I know I should trust and believe God for a way, but the world isn’t waiting for that. I feel like a liability and burden to people around me. I really hope and pray I have the strength to fight these thoughts, cause I honestly don’t have that much strength. After all, we all die one day, nothing special if I make mine come faster.