I lost my brother on 7th of this month, haven’t seen him in over 5years because he travelled to Indonesia for greener pastures. Came back few months and based in an another city and planning to come home this Christmas. And I was called that he was unconscious but still moving and talking but too weak in his apartment. He slipped into coma thanks to Nigerian healthcare system. That’s how I lost my brother days later. He’s just 34years. My mom doesn’t know that her son is dead till now, she’s battling stroke and we don’t want to lose her. I feel guilty for his death, I feel I wasn’t the best sister to him cause I was angry he came back to Nigeria and decide not to see mom. Without knowing he’s battling a lot personally. Thought about unaliving myself but I don’t want my dad to bury another child. I’m so shattered. I miss him so much. I need someone to talk to, I’m losing it.