Seeing myself through life and school is so draining especially as a female. No sponsor, no support system from anywhere not even my family, just living like an orphan, no friends and no one to run to when I’m down emotionally. Lost my old job that was sustaining me and now getting another job is hard cause nobody wants to hire a part time worker, tried running a small business and got scammed 😪. I am pretty but don’t even enjoy the pretty girl privilege cause everyone just wants to sleep with you before helping or they offer you peanuts in exchange for sex. The only thing running through my mind right now is giving up and ending things cause I am tired.