My friend has 3 guys that dig her on a regular. If one isn’t available she goes on to have premium enjoyment with the next and she doesn’t even love any of them. They are all crazy about her, she’s completely radiant, glowy and happy but it’s been 1 year and 6 months since my breakup and since I have had sex, I am mostly moody, sad and enclosed. I want to love again, I too love love but the problem is that I can only open myself up to a man I actually love and have feelings for. I don’t know how to pretend and it’s just too hard to find a faithful guy. I wish someone can compel me to forget how to feel or love so I can go rouge! I’m so unhappy.