I just want to disappear from this whole existence, I’ve spent almost all my savings on living, hoping and seeking for a job but it’s like nothing is going out right. If this money finish what will I do. Where will I get money to survive. I can’t even make my hair, I don’t even look good cause I can’t afford my skincare routine cause food is more important. Omo I’m losing it. How long, just how long. I need a job God please🙏🏻