I need to live, I can’t end it now, i need to become that great woman I want to be but I am dying, my past keeps hurting me, I wish I never did it, I wish I never did hookup, I wish never did a nude shit atleast I would live and become that great designer I want to be. I want to live, I don’t want to end it, my past is killing me, no one want to marry me that’s ok but atleast let me live.