Life has really been hitting me hard, i have 3 business and they seem well but i feel i’m not where i should be. I’m struggling and fighting mentally and spiritually, no help no one who understands my pain, i’m barely surviving. Sometimes i might have suicidal thoughts, everyone thinks I’m alright because i eat 3 square meals, i am truly grateful but no one understands quite the depths of darkness i’m in, no one to share my burdens. Sometimes i feel so low even Suicide can’t cut it, i wear my smile 24/7, my smile is only what keeps me moving and seeing other people smile, i have faith in God