I grew up in a toxic environment where my parents happen to fight all the time. My dad beats my mom up all the time. This last time he hit her, she left the house that midnight swearing she would never come back. She left myself and 3 younger siblings. Due to her absence, there was no one to take care of my sibling who happen to have a terminal disease and is now dead. Just a month after she left. I’m truly tired, everyone wants me to pick a side. My dad has not been sending allowances to us for a while now. My mom has no where to stay while still mourning her child. I’m heartbroken and broke too. I might just kill myself to find peace.