This life sha, I don’t know if I’m meant to suffer from my parent’s separation. From getting raped, to being physically as*aulted by my mum’s brother, to getting heartbroken and betrayed so many times by guys I love and the one who loved me so much died 💔. I really want to question God on what is really my purpose on this earth because I’m so tired and I have so many sucidal thoughts but I can’t leave my sibling to suffer. I don’t know if it’s because I come from a broken home or if I’m cursed. God help me because I want to really Go home to you. Please put me in your prayers .