I just got out of an abusive relationship. I endured the abuse, violence for 2years. I finally got the courage to leave. I have been miserable since then. I try to be happy and positive. I started going out with a guy just to get my mind of what I’m going through, it is still not working. I am really praying to God to heal me send me a man that will treat me with respect, make me his priority, love and cherish me because it hurts to see other people in a healthy relationship. Like why can’t I have that too