I’m not putting God on a bargain but if he doesn’t come through I might not meet up anymore. I’m at the verge of taking my life. Life is worthless and don’t tell me to hang in there. Everything is falling, everything is failing here, nothing is moving, nobody to hold while I shed these tears and the one I got is God and he is so silent, he knows I trust him with everything in me, God please. I have tried to be strong. I keep coming through for my loved ones while within me I know I am gradually breaking into pieces