I’m 22 and I’ve been celibate for a while till this one guy came along and I let it go in my defense, it was a drunk night. I noticed the guys step and I realized he’s not really serious about me and now I’m leading on a 19 years a boy. I don’t know how I feel about that, I know nothing serious will happen and I’m just doing it for the cruise and making up for the fact that I’m single and I gave up my celibacy for one foolish guy