I am the only female child in my family so I was very privileged to be around men (my siblings ). The problem is that my siblings weren’t good examples, I mean they were more of playboys and I saw everything now I have commitment issues when it comes to relationships. I don’t show emotions or act vulnerable, I don’t hate love but I find it difficult to express how I feel because I feel when a guy knows you love him he tends to play you. To be honest, God has been blessing me with the best men but it ends up with “she doesn’t love me” I told myself that I wasn’t going to date anymore till I become a better person but the problem is how do I become a better person