I really want to forgive my girlfriend but I don’t know how to, I’ve wanted to leave and start a new relationship where I can avoid the mistakes we both made but she won’t allow, and I have no one to talk to, can’t even talk to my friends cause I don’t want them to look down on me for the kind of woman I end up with, and I also don’t want to get married if I still remember all this. I want a happy peaceful family, lady I’m proud I’m with. I’m not confused, I just hate that another relationship is going down the drain.