Almost two years ago, I got into this relationship with marriage in view. Today, when I think about this economy, I just know I’m not ready to get married, she’s not saying now but she’s giving me a deadline. Not that I do not love her, but I’m not where I use to be financially, she’s older and we both aren’t kids, plus I’m also taking a degree in school, as it stand, I think it’s the best to travel after my degree cause Nigeria is not it. I’m so confused, I wanna let her go, yet I don’t wanna hurt her and lose her, but then, this is not the family I’m raising in my head.

Am I doing wrong part 2

I have a house of my own, but raising a family in this economy goes beyond paying house rents, I just feel like I’m not ready now and I won’t be ready even at the deadline, cause by that time, I’d just be graduating. I’m so tired, I’m sure she can’t wait for me to be ready.