Ahhh God! I’m still so in love with my ex that I can’t even go to other men’s house because I don’t feel comfortable with someone else touching my body that way, it’s just so sad that I broke up with him because he is into fraud and smokes too. He’s a very sweet and caring guy but I can’t really get over the fact that he’s into fraud and all that. He has explained to me so many times that he just had to do that to be in school and survive because of how the situation of the country is. I’m really confused for real.