I put a fake smile on always to pretend that I’m happy to my family and friends but deep down I’m a depressed soul, I’m extremely sad. My love life has been a total mess ever since, I’ve never been in a serious relationship before in my life. Guys lie to me always, I’ve prayed about it still there’s no change cause anytime i remember I’m getting old and will eventually get married i become terrified. How on earth will i get married with no man in my life. Sigh.