Loneliness is gradually killing me💔, I have no one to talk to about depth of loneliness I feel. My mom doesn’t understand and I don’t expect my younger sister to put her life on a hold for me. I almost cry whenever she’s going out. It doesn’t help that I work from home. I go months and no one checks up on me. I’m enduring a toxic relationship because it’s either half bread or none. I’m always at home and my man doesn’t like me visiting him. I go out alone, eat alone, even to church. Everyone is paired up and my friendships don’t always work because it’s like they can smell the desperation from me constantly being the one to reach out all the time. Adulting is so hard and I pray God helps me overcome this loneliness or just take me💔