I have been hustling for this commodity called money, i understand that good things take time and greater things take longer but i am in the present and the pressure is real! Been on this quest for money and every moment it dawns on me that I’m broke and nothing 😮‍💨, my existence seems like something because of God, he’s my only hope. Been years since i had sex been years since i had a simple conversation with a female (3years plus) and till now i don’t think i need that type of intimacy. God please give me a CL that would change my life for the better. Since 2015 been bombing and no financial breakthrough, i have clapped for others as the years passed, got mocked by my peers in the open and even encouraged still yet depressed and disassociated, got imprisoned and convicted, no happy home, my mom is late, struggle to eat, struggle to be happy,do my best in academic and for yearss nothing seems to be clear to me. I don’t understand why money seems difficult to come by for me, i am praying and working still yet nothing to show for it, i am waiting and praying for my time to arrive. No friends for 4 years now,no new clothes since 2021, i thank God my boss got me a new phone last year all thanks to the glory of God and added a new thing in my life i was very grateful. I need a breakthrough desperately, God answer my heart desires I don’t even have anyone to hurt 😪 just answer me please 🤲🏽 i won’t disturb again, answer my heart desires lord it’s me vs me.