I’m scared of growing old, I’m not happy I exist in this chaotic world. A lifetime is not enough to be who I really want to be and still be young so I changed my mind. There’s so much disease and accident. Humans are bacterias but can’t be immune to other viruses and all. Why can’t everything just be normal? You’re born just to grow old and die. There’s no surety of another life after death and everything about it is just based on assumptions. I’m tired. I sincerely wish for an apocalypse with no survivor. I’m scared or everything especially people. I’m tired of this toxic world.