I started dating in 2019 and it’s been one year since I broke up with my 4th Ex. I was with each of them exclusively and I loved them all but being single now just made me realize what made them stand out for me. The 1st was Passionate he always longed for me, he could lay with me all day like a baby, I had the most fun with him and he’s so handsome, 2nd was erotic he adored my body and gave the best head, required me to subdue, 3rd was caring with a big D but didn’t let me do any house chores, he was the neatest and let’s me drive his G63, 4th was kind and we made a lot of money and trips together. They all gave me good sex and all 4 of them cheated but they all still want me back. I’m so confused. I really want to start over but it’s been 1 year and no one comes close to having any of these qualities. I want to get married in 2026.