My plan was to wait till marriage before having sex, but my ex coerced me. It wasn’t all that anyway, and I wanted to rekindle my relationship with God. So I broke up with the guy. My celibacy journey has been going great for two years now, until I met this guy! I’ll call him T. I have met guys since my last relationship, but nobody has made me feel this way. When T speaks, when he laughs, when he just breathes. I feel mad horny. I’ve never felt this way before. I want to devour him. I want him to ravage me. God abeg. Funny thing is, he’s churchy too. If only he knows what goes through my mind when I think of him.