I just found out the gender of my baby and I’m really not happy about it. I’ve always wanted my first to be a boy and throughout my pregnancy till now, most of my symptoms were giving babyboy so I hoped and thought it was going to be a boy until today. Now I feel bad for feeling bad that my baby is a girl. So many thoughts in my head, I just hope I’m able to give her the love she deserves. (Will still keep praying it changes miraculously before birth, nothing God cannot do)