I’m scared, so so scared. It’s hard to breathe. I don’t know where to get help from. While growing up, I made mistakes. I’m trying to get better but it’s not happening. I feel like I wanna go so quiet, numb. I swear I tried, tried furthering my education and in the process I messed up. Came with a bundle of joy but I messed up. How do I face my parents. I swear I tried excelling. I messed up. I messed up. I’m in my room all teared up. I messed up but I wan a be better. How did I backslide. How did all this happen. I wanna go numb. Who do I leave my mini me for. I can’t breathe. I’m sorry i can’t do this anymore. Bye!