I dont know what is wrong with me. I saw the rant about the girl who said that she feels like she is unattractive and men don’t come her way. I can’t even remember the last time someone stopped me on the street and asked for my number or just told me that i am beautiful. I have never had a boyfriend in my 23 years of living, and i pushed the only guy away that truly liked me because someone i was talking to previously made me doubt myself so much to the point that i felt like maybe i don’t deserve to be loved properly and the only person that can love me is someone that treats me so poorly. To be honest i really don’t know what to do. I have cried i have prayed. I have stopped praying because my prayers go unanswered. I really want to find someone that loves me for me. I want to have a loving and successful marriage but i am just losing hope. I am not getting any younger and time stops for nobody.