I grew up finding out I was more into my feminine side than my masculine side. I do not like it at all because I personally hate it when I see guys behave like girls. I’ve been trying so hard to stop it, by prayer, by stopping those gesticulations in a feminine way. I don’t know how to solve this. Don’t tell me about self acceptance please. However, I know I won’t get a solution here in the comments but I’d just drop it here anyways.