I’m going through so much right now but don’t even have the courage to end it all. My relationship just ended and the investment I did with all my life savings crashed. My health is deteriorating and I’m in constant pains. I don’t know what to do with my life. It’s like I’m just hanging by a thread, hoping for a miracle or when my creator will take me. Where do I start from. My rent is due and I’ll be homeless in a few days. What kind of life is this. God why me